[528] Thirst and The Desert

In hopes of capturing a silent pulse of life I abandon hope itself Desiring and pining for a perfect life I abandon perfection itself Feeling the need for balance I abandoned feeling itself Trial and error is abandoned to make way for Trial and triumph

[527] Forgetfulness of Individuality

I dwell in the forgetfulness of my cosmic natureA spectacle unfolds, for all to witness.The gradual implosion of my beingFlowing state, now a distant memory,Lost, drifting in the vast ether ever-expanding I seek to learn about myself from another's thoughtsTheir emotions, feelings, and situationswhen I could cultivate my own gardenand let my kindness sprout against [...]

[526] For The Last Time

my tiny impulsescarry me to the distant pastcarry me to the near futurebut never fully present you areinvisible to me different livesdivergent universewhy does it still feelyou know me better my tiny impulsescarry me to you my growth in the nightwhere is your sunlight?faith in synchronicityfate seems destinedto make me forget youto make me forgetfulmy [...]

[525] Vivid Night, Vivid Light

As I gazed upon my lifeI see a divide so clearMy yearning soul and the worldly strideMy ambition rears its teethas authenticity dies a silent death My heart craves revelling in the inner realmbut the external world the sound of a drill in my mindI am reminded of my privileged lifeAnd the inner light that [...]

[524] The Call of the Wild

The truth, the night, the vastness⁣⁣The endless sky and the endless⁣⁣flights of fancy and feelings⁣⁣The intuitive heart and its⁣⁣tiptoeing to stay alive⁣⁣The silence and its end⁣⁣The sounds that illuminate light⁣⁣⁣⁣Nature dies in our minds⁣⁣as we disconnect from the world⁣⁣The trees and the rivers fade away⁣⁣and we lose touch with the earth⁣⁣Risen to the surface⁣⁣the depth [...]

[523] Count Me Out

When the lights go out⁣⁣I’m left with a lack in me⁣⁣like damage dwells in my knee⁣⁣Is it pain or upward spinal ecstasy?⁣⁣⁣⁣Playing catch up to my thoughts⁣⁣An utter abandon of pride⁣⁣Shudder and stutter in speech⁣⁣All the ravens waiting for me⁣⁣⁣⁣In the painting of my life⁣⁣lies a dark centre amidst delight⁣⁣Melancholic bitter sweet flight⁣⁣A confident self [...]

[522] The Ascension Back Up

I emerge out of my shadow⁣⁣⁣to bask in the light once more⁣⁣⁣How many more lessons⁣⁣⁣before I've seen it all⁣⁣⁣Things that sparked joy no longer burn⁣⁣⁣The world outside remains so inciting⁣⁣⁣Yet I am a captive cranium⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣In a world where ⁣⁣⁣feelings never meet thoughts ⁣⁣⁣where life never meets death⁣⁣⁣All I hear is a crackling ⁣⁣⁣of my dimly [...]

[521] Our Tale Out Of Time

Malignant thoughts ⁣overstay their welcome⁣The lure of passion⁣and the forgetfulness⁣of the aftertaste it leaves⁣The ruins of my resolve⁣weaker by the second ⁣⁣To resist all temptations ⁣where the mind is forgotten⁣To bring awareness to my breath⁣where the self is forgotten⁣I centre my attention ⁣to the conscious till⁣there is no awareness ⁣of my external surroundings ⁣⁣Only an [...]

[520] Enigmatic Presence

⁣Running out of words⁣in a velveteen quicksand⁣Engulfed in the eternal⁣I listen to my oceanic orchestra⁣My inner world jostles ⁣and i turn the other way⁣until i’m facing away⁣from my eventual fate⁣⁣Everything and nothing⁣all at once, twice and all times⁣I move feelings⁣I force sadness⁣I grab the fleeting⁣I am an enigma ⁣stuck in my own ways⁣locked out of [...]

[519] The Great Beyond

I hide from your secrets⁣⁣I live in another plane⁣⁣where we words are extinct⁣⁣so we only listen to the music⁣⁣that we emit from our bodies⁣⁣The music of our impossibility⁣⁣⁣⁣In another world you lay next to me⁣⁣In another world we kill each other⁣⁣until we’re born again, in another world⁣⁣A million sunsets meeting ⁣⁣at the edge of the [...]