[460] The Eternal Waiting

[460] The Eternal Waiting

I walked while I waited ⁣for words to stop failing ⁣My state of mind was stateless⁣Waking up in liminal spaces⁣⁣There seemed to be an answer⁣that didn’t speak my language⁣in a storm that uproots blue ⁣to reflect fiery passion⁣Undone by shapeless sensations⁣Vehemently without fervour ⁣But my internal life is boundless ⁣andit thinks of you whenever I’m [...]

[458] The Spectacle of My Supernova

[458] The Spectacle of My Supernova

Absent poems⁣in the negative space of my life⁣Clouds begin to huddle in the ⁣space left behind⁣They emit the sound before the rain⁣Fear and gloom surrounds the heart⁣Without you my past poems have ⁣turned into a statue that people ⁣admire but only from afar⁣⁣Tears rile up⁣our vivid times ⁣Not even spring⁣can bloom under⁣this blue less sky [...]

[457] About Fragility

[457] About Fragility

Feathers inflame my wounds⁣In an exile of interstellar doom⁣I carry my existentialism ⁣in a broken carriage ⁣that levitates only ⁣at the mention of your name⁣⁣Moments of weakness ⁣have rained on my equipoise present⁣All the past is fleeting ⁣in the reflection of our future ⁣Not even divine intervention ⁣can soothe this infinite loop of pain ⁣⁣Sedatives [...]

[456] Why I Persevere

[456] Why I Persevere

I’m hollow as a hologram⁣When my thoughts become words⁣they die a thousand deaths ⁣All my resolve crumbles ⁣when I break my empty promises⁣The night comes as a season⁣to change the course of my river⁣The wind speaks in whispers ⁣and offers another chance at redemption⁣⁣All my epiphanies die when I sleep⁣They are lived in my dreams⁣Waking [...]

[455] Resurrection of Past Love

[455] Resurrection of Past Love

𝘔𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘪⁣⁣I’ll be quiet in hellish silence⁣⁣Whispers of chaos touch my skin⁣⁣I’ll be waiting in September ⁣⁣remembering my fading memories of you⁣⁣Do you quiver in your fever dreams?⁣⁣Do you still remember the fear of our end?⁣⁣Or am I the only one ⁣⁣living a dreamless dream⁣⁣of forgetting I am awake⁣⁣⁣⁣I file away our images ⁣⁣in the [...]

[454] Revelation of Inner Mirror

[454] Revelation of Inner Mirror

There is magic in your life⁣⁣you already know⁣⁣Only a need for us to ⁣⁣understand this unknown known⁣⁣Difficult steps to unlearn ⁣⁣all the fed beliefs of ecstasy⁣⁣when all it really was only a ⁣⁣reliance on short-lived dopamine⁣⁣⁣⁣Fear befalls the fallen⁣⁣but there is a need to understand⁣⁣there is night before the light⁣⁣sleep before the dream⁣⁣We’re all in [...]

[453] A Reminder For Living

[453] A Reminder For Living

Above all choose tranquillity⁣when the rut is a quicksand⁣Above all choose chaos ⁣when all is already lost⁣Beneath it all, you’ll find the truth⁣On the side of truth, you’ll find you⁣⁣Carry wisdom in your anger⁣Search for light in your darkness⁣The shadow awaits you daily⁣the stars dance in their past glory⁣Part ways with your insecurities⁣Shed the skin [...]

[452] The Road To Recovery

[452] The Road To Recovery

Make me believe in ecstasy ⁣⁣⁣⁣I am tired of not being seen⁣⁣⁣⁣ in anything other than miseryShow me the magic you see every day⁣⁣⁣⁣So I can see things I can’t perceiveI want to be able to want⁣⁣⁣⁣and find a passion to burn⁣⁣⁣⁣,a wind to blow and a storm to fall⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣Rare words to fall back on⁣⁣⁣⁣Interventions [...]

[451] The Nostalgic Illness

[451] The Nostalgic Illness

Disappearing dreams on the edges⁣of fluttering rotting pages under nimbus clouds⁣Nostradamus rains all his telic prophecies⁣of lost potential when the mind is ill⁣Can you try understanding simplicity⁣in all its puzzling complexity or⁣does the mind need a substance ⁣for it cannot articulate its own disease⁣⁣Meditative care or empathy⁣and the presence of mind ⁣I am present here [...]