[412] Why I Write

I write to forget about ⁣
what I’m thinking at the moment⁣
I write to remember ⁣
all my tendencies to forget ⁣
All of my habits are for my telic form⁣
where I avoid becoming a relic of the bygones⁣
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They try to capture lightning ⁣
I try to assimilate stillness⁣
What is there to admit ⁣
that I have already not admitted⁣
My writings are the bouquet ⁣
of my flawed being that wishes
to become a reflection or a ⁣
source of empathy for you⁣
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I write to feed my soul ⁣
for its survival is paramount⁣
and the intensity of my sensations⁣
lift it up till it all wanes ⁣
and the higher being falls ⁣
to the same old mistakes⁣
of sheltering emotions unsaid ⁣
of harbouring feelings untrue
till it all rises again when
I’m writing this for you