[206] on a hiatus

I don't think I have it in me to write any longer. Until I can, goodbye. Hope you guys will take care. Will come back. Just don't know when.

[205] Last Attempt

Uncanny valleys of little sense Where everything feels not real at all You are at the far end of my regret I’ll be quite near to your regret in a while Wilted leaves fall out of time I try to revolve to maintain our orbits But you’re going astray into another galaxy Far away new [...]

[204] Knock Knock

The dreams deceive the reality that the morning light confirms Who would have thought that the light meeting the dark would be the reason of my demise In the morning I weigh a lot more in my mind Everything is a reminder of you and the red sunlight in my eyes makes me think of [...]

[203] Wear Your Best Dress

free my mind of these thoughts that seem to haunt my living call upon the angel at dark only so she can deny helping me and I can finally let these thoughts in and destroy me from inside and implode into little pieces of dust that you have in your eyes when you wake up [...]

[202] The Performance of an Artist

Nothing satisfies an artist. We are creatures who’ve got self-doubt running in our veins. Everywhere we go we remind ourselves of our inadequacy to be better/best. We hold our failures on a pedestal rather than letting our victories dance around our mind. Even to call ourselves artist only springs up an emotion of cringe in us. The myth [...]

[201] Moon River

I try to find you in a song that plays A melancholic melody of a piano player Your shadow of a smile doesn't try to remain between my mind The smile moves to utter a breath that speaks a word that I can't hear or see It feels like a momentary thing for this moment [...]

[200] Changing Colours

It's a sky fall around here the rockets are exploding to form stars your eyes look golden it feels safe to be in your arms but I wish I was chosen and not be just a luck formed by your cry now I wish we were older and leave what's about to come all behind [...]

[199] live alone for once

I sleep at the time of your waking You yawn at my desperatation Screams inside turn into white noise It feels like the time of the wolves I crack at the sound of your fumes Too close to the sun now Flares of your regret too near My eyes melt at the sight of you [...]

[198] The Clown Smiles

Cold winter breeze grazes my spine It breaks little by little when i smile The world is upside down that's why it seems like i'm smiling If I don’t live try to kill my ghost If it haunts all the lonely souls who can feel everything slip away as if they held the sands of [...]

[197] A Mental Maze

Through the shadowless spiky trees I watch you walk with the graveyard of loss weighing you down Seagulls screech a mirage of the end of this murky forest that you managed to find the courage to walk through The leaves sway in regretful melancholy as the clouds patiently tease you with the possibility of wreaking [...]