[55] A New Legend

I drag my misery with me To the light clouds shaped mountains Hoping they'll lift the weight Put me at halt, a work against gravity Offer a refuge to my restlessness A home to my anxiety And give me a pass to leave them there And tell me not to be a snowball Collecting panic [...]

[54] Poetry By My Nightmares

Nights terrify as the rain drowns my scream The wind that held answers is distracted to amuse paper boats and drive it to sink with me.   A numb sleep lets you meditate and makes you dream of colours. Avoiding red, you accept the blues A lighthouse like a morse code, wrecks you.   A [...]

[53] God’s Lonely Man

I don't think anyone cares I think I am the problem I think I think too much I am accepting this pain Acceptance has been the only thing has given me some respite From the constant thundering of my heart and my brain to quiet Acceptance of the things I can't control That includes people's reactions [...]

[52] Maximising Misery

Today the feeling in the air is of lucidity. I am served my emotions on a platter tonight. A knife is laid down on my side to either cut myself open and venture into the unknown yet important or just let these suicidal thoughts rust into oblivion. A choice between self-knowledge and happiness I am [...]